| Wow. I feel all grown up compared to all those blogs I've posted. I'm going to college in 12(1/2) days. Yes, it's twelve and a half, because I count it after Noon and Midnight. So there. I've got a laptop now, her name is Momo, and I've had her for all of one day. Only problem is, I'm pretty sure she's got a virus now. And I don't know what to do to fix it. I'm going to buy some software next week. I'm poor as hell, anyone want to give to my fund will be much appreciated...though ya'll are probably just as poor as I am. I have a slight problem. See, most normal people would freak out when I say this...but I sometimes get the feeling that there are two of me. There's Lyddie, she's newish, and she is very...explosive in personality. She's bubbly, violently expressive, lovable as dynamite. Likes the bright colors, loves people, ((horny as hell)), and all around the exact opposite of the original Melody. Now, Melody's been here for a lot longer, but she is much more... passive. She gets depressed, hates bright colors, usually is the one with the migraines. I had a really bad one last night/this morning. I had spent the night at one of my best friend's house, and feel bad for her. I threw up twice. Anyway, so that's Melody. And when I try to explain this issue to other people, they freak out and say that I am simply really out of it emotionally, or physically, or something. I'd been on a Lyddie high for several weeks, but I'm pretty sure Melody is stepping in for a bit. She doesn't like all the attention Lyddie is calling to everything, so is probably going to try to do some damage control... |
